Dear Friend, I was wondering...

It's been a while since we last spoke, I'm sure there's a reason for that, but it can wait for now.
I was wondering if you remembered the day we were sitting together nodding at how true the speech on how people change was. He said; "the thing I've learnt in the 40 years of my work is that people change" and we concurred saying, "So true, so true!!", not knowing how true that was, even for us.

It's one of those days when I feel the pressures of growing up, of moving up and giving up; when I say, Dear friend, I was wondering...

I was wondering why you changed or was it I who has remained static,holding on to what once was and is no more. I asked God to 'defend me from my friends; from my enemies I can defend myself', and as you know he answered me. However, I've been wondering if you might have, perhaps, asked him the same question?

This is just me asking you, dear friend, whether you see it too; whether it bothers you too. Do you catch yourself laughing at something stupid that I once said, because I do; do you find yourself contemplating whether we were ever a good investment? 'cause I do.

So, I was just wondering, dear friend, whether I should be writing still...

John 15:13: Greater love has no man than this, that he lay down his life for his friends